Hello Superstars,
While most of you are just now starting back to school shopping, I have already had one week of school. That's right! I have had five days of not sleeping until noon, not eating whenever I want, and not being on Wilbert (my Macbook) all day. Instead, I have been in cold classrooms for ninety minutes. Sounds like fun,huh?
Maybe, I over exaggerated. My first week wasn't that bad. Actually, this is the first time I have gone back to school with confidence. The first year I have not worried about my weight, skin, or teeth. I feel like I have changed... in a good way.
I have confidence to walk alone in the hallway. And if I don't want to be with a certain group, I just walk away. In the morning, I try to pick out outfits I usually wouldn't wear. Not afraid of what people might say about them.
One of the biggest change I am seeing in myself, is that I am not affected by others words as much. For example, one girl said to me, " You need to wax your eyebrows, and you need a relaxer."She has no idea I am on Accutane. A medication you cannot get waxings or relaxers on. I didn't feel the need to explain myself, so I flipped my hair and walked away.
Honestly, I am happy with the person I am becoming and the confidence I am gaining. It could be from the Accutane making my skin clear or my new love for my body. Whatever it is, I pray it does not go away.
Love ya,
Sarah E.
While most of you are just now starting back to school shopping, I have already had one week of school. That's right! I have had five days of not sleeping until noon, not eating whenever I want, and not being on Wilbert (my Macbook) all day. Instead, I have been in cold classrooms for ninety minutes. Sounds like fun,huh?
Maybe, I over exaggerated. My first week wasn't that bad. Actually, this is the first time I have gone back to school with confidence. The first year I have not worried about my weight, skin, or teeth. I feel like I have changed... in a good way.
I have confidence to walk alone in the hallway. And if I don't want to be with a certain group, I just walk away. In the morning, I try to pick out outfits I usually wouldn't wear. Not afraid of what people might say about them.
One of the biggest change I am seeing in myself, is that I am not affected by others words as much. For example, one girl said to me, " You need to wax your eyebrows, and you need a relaxer."She has no idea I am on Accutane. A medication you cannot get waxings or relaxers on. I didn't feel the need to explain myself, so I flipped my hair and walked away.
Honestly, I am happy with the person I am becoming and the confidence I am gaining. It could be from the Accutane making my skin clear or my new love for my body. Whatever it is, I pray it does not go away.
Love ya,
Sarah E.
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